Memories

Omg!!!

2009-09-14T21:41:00.000-07:00

Haiz.... been sick these three days! i even missed karen's 18 bithday! Argh!!!! I feel so guilty towards her, she so ke lian. JJ got to go to her relatives funeral not able to accompany her.... thought that last thursday has celebrated for her but i still wanted to celebrate her REAL birthday on last sunday. YET!..... I fell sick, caught fever, flu, sore throat and cough. i even had a temperature of 39 degree. Broke Record liao. feeling much better now but still has flu and fever. But at least i made it to my Prelim paper.

Last thursday, karen went home first but i was still with royston, ju ting and song wei. Karen told me that she saw jian feng, but i read the message was only when i board the train! I shouldnt have put my phone with royston, i should not be so lazy, should have take it with me 24 hours! I straight message jian feng, he told me han siong alone, ask me go accompany him. I wanted but i already took the train back! So i message han siong! I miss them!

MIsss them very much!
How i wish the holidays with them, time would stop! but....
Haiz...
REally really MISS MISS them very much!!!!!!

Ok... good news! I have slim down this 3 days because i was damn sick. i Slim down to 40kg! hahaha! great news isnt it? still there is an for being sick rite? kekeke....
Haiz... How i wish i got a bike so that i can ride anywhere i want. i can even find jian feng they all!

Faster grow to 18!
faster grow!
So wanna meet them up!

Actually want to ask them out during my birthday, but they not free. Daddy should have forgotton my birthday, now all that he can remember is his mistress things ba. I feel so sad! How i wish jian feng they all will be free, don need on my birthday but anyday. So miss them! I think they don even know when is my birthday, do they even remember me? I doubt so....
Never mind!

If they don remember me, when i turn 18, i will find them no matter where they are!

Muahahahahahahahaha! oops! laugh like a wicked witch.... kkekeekekekeke......

busy busy...

2009-08-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

This few days is busy working hard for my prelim which falls on next week! Haha... so will be not be posting blog quite for a long time.

Got quite pissed off with some gals at school which happens to be JESSICA, WEILING, MAGDELENE(ESPECIALLY).
GUESS WHAT! I was close with a malay guy whom i called fiancee. He happens to also be my maths tutor along with chriscendo, both taught me and guide me along my studies. But some gals are just jealous or wad?! I don mind u guys talking bad about me behind my back but if u guys comes crushing my life....
I will crush urs too!
Magdelene, i know u are jealous of me being too close with my fiancee but what do you mean by him having bad taste???
Stories are being told by my fiancee, here it goes...
Mag: Hey naz!
Fiancee: yes, mag?
Mag: u stead with jesslyn ah?
Fiancee: y lei?
Mag: OMG! Is it true? Its true rite?
Fiancee: Hmmm.... Maybe?
Mag: OMG! Wad bad taste u have.
Fiancee: Teehee!
Mag: No offence but u really do have bad taste.
Fiancee: Oh!
What do u mean by that?!
ok... i got a little influence by u, i am starting to think twice if i am tat bad and guess wad may be u are rite but u do not have the rights to criticize or give any comments for me!
Cause u should look into the mirror yourselves before comparing others! So what if u have a boyfriend but no one seen it before.... How good looking are u? better than me? Maybe u have become and grown pretty from the past years but that does not makes u and ur mouth to criticize others!
Wad do you mean that my character sucks? Just because i am close with nazri? U took the advantage that i will not say anything, u started out the critisizm with jessica and spreaad rumours to prevent me having friends?!
Luckily, i got my da jie! some other friends who are also sick and tired of u bunch of gals attitude! U thought i would just sit back and watch u all frame me with all the rumours? Ha! NOPE! After my 'o' levels, u will get back three times the price for making my life miserable back! Just say wad u wan now, cause the truth will be out one day!
Enough of the scolding for now!

Anw other than this cause of my friends i felt better. Haha! Guess what? i cut bangs and being cheated but luckily when i went to school althought there are many people making fun of it, this shows that they took notice of me.(console ><) haha. Besides me, kevin and jun hwee too cut their hairs.
Kevin and jun hwee these two also join in the fun especially having the same class with me, evertime when he see me he like to make fun of me by saying. BANG! BANG! Its stupid but i too gave him a nick which i names donkey! haha! Everytime we both called each other nicknames and there were different types of it. Haha!
This few days i watched a drama, , inside there is a guy name ZHAO YUN whom i think is handsome and look almost the same like kevin that donkey but i don know y i see kevin i will always want to quarrel with him. I told him before that he look quite handsome, his looks is ok. I even told him that i like his eyes cause he look like ZHAO YUN. Haha! my friends say that i was being too frank! wads te problem being frank?
Being frank is my character, but they say that being too frank is not good for me and they even say that i am DAN CHUN. Wad the....
NVM! Haha.

OOPS! This month is 7th month ghost festival and just as that first day arrived i accidentally stepped onto the AH PIAO'S food.... OMG i got this bad feeling. I was thinking of something and didnt noticed. Da jie go tell Darrel and kuan boon about this things and they both keep saying things to scare me, plus they even laugh at my mistakes. Haiz...
I will cheer up!
ANW! Gotta go now!
Cheers babe! feels like drinking beer!
Misses Jian feng that group of guys!
Really miss the times!

Happy Birthday!

2009-07-24T21:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Roy Roy birthday! I've wished him but still owe him a present. Was thinking wad to buy for him....hmmm..... Clothes?Cap? Hmmm.... Haha. Anw later going out to shop for his presents, thinking wher to go.... Cine,Causeway,Bugis....
But first of course need to do my coursework first while waiting for Ah Ju to get ready. keke...
Just a short paragraph gotta do my work le.
Bye my precious Blog!

K box!!!

2009-07-19T00:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to sing k with my friends to celebrate shaun's belated birthday. It was so fun!

There were mi, yue bao, shaun and ju ting, we went to sing k together. We meet at 5.10pm at clementi to have our dinner or rather lunch...

Before that, i meet ju ting first and we had our little girls shop at imm, after tat we rushed to clementi as we did not noticed the time until yue bao called and told us about it. keke...I thought that we would be late but it was the boys who were late. They even took cab down instead of bus... see this is the price of being not punctual, waste money...

After we had met, we went to long john sliver to eat than went to k box. During the time while we were haaving our meals because i was lazy to cut the chicken( actually is don know) i ask ju ting to help me cut. I was like a little girl, when yue bao saw it he told me to cut myself so i tried... but too bad the chicken was too hard and it almost flew out so intially i gave up and allow ju ting to do the job for me. keke...

After eating, we stroll to the k box and was shocked that the place was filled with people and was a long queue. We waited for our turn to come, Finally, it was our turn but guess what.... we have to wait for another 1 hour to have a room. So we leave a number for them to contact us when there were reservation. We went back to the shopping center and into the arcade as the boys wants to play games. While i and juting went for shopping, it was a great disappointment for me as in the shopping center there were only two shops that sell clothes. Plus! when i went into one of the shops the clothes were all like auntie wear... but the next shop were quite alright so i went iin to shop and found two shorts that i liked it very much.... But to my disappoinment, there aren't my size cause both shorts were size M but i wear size S. Haiz... too bad!

While we were going up back tp arcade to find ah bao and shaun... they called and told us that K box staffs called and there were room for us so we rushed back.

I am so excited but i do not know y i couldn't sing out in front of the guys. Yue bao keep di siao me ask me sing louder but i am SHY! So i ignored him and sing to myself than suddenly juting stop singing and they off the music and left me singing alone. I was so embarrased but actually its ook because they said i sang well so after that i could sing out loud. I even sang a duet song with ah bao and shaun. It was so fun and we even extended our time to 11pm. We had lots of fun with the help of me and yue bao cause we keep quarrel with each other (fun fun).

After tat, i was tired so i went home but ah bao still don wan to go home so he and shaun went to the coffee shop to sit down and have a chat. OMG! Like ah pek sia! keke....

While me and ju ting went home, Juting got off the bus earlier than me so left me all alone in the bus. Than came along this chinese guy who is about the same age as me, he sat beside me. At first i thought it was nth but he suddenly used his finger to tap on my shoulder... i took down my ear piece and he ask me if he could have my number.... Diao... i was listening to the song and enjoying it! He spoiled my mood! Just as i was about to answer him, my stop arrived and say "excuse me." and i went out of the bus. Haha. Heng sia, he never follow if not i die liao...

I went home took a bath and went to sleep. KEke... My beauty sleep!

photos uploaded!

2009-07-14T05:06:00.000-07:00

Parazzii on the way! snap! Snap!

i love the sky....

see i so cute!

act cute!

look at the mess he made!

See i so short! :(

Kacha!

Cute bo!? keke...

RANDOM!

The ghost came out again.

SEe i so Hardworking....

THe Twist! PIG spoilt the pic.

PLAying with the camera of the lab top!

ANDY GOH!

THe GHost!

KAREN(DAJIE) ME
THE DAYS I SPENT AT LIBRARY! I enjoyed!

The cheese scones i made.... Yucks!

The practical that i made!

The love heart shaped Tomatoes! but i ate it! keke.....

Work harder girl!

2009-07-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

Hey! I've been thinking wads wrong with me this few days for not scoring good grades for my exams and..... I found out that " LAZINESS" is the thing always pulls me down. " NO MOTIVATION" is also one of the problems....
So i came out plan for myself. Two words... WORK HARD! I did and i even done my homework myself without copying answers from my friends. Keke.... for this i give myself praises. Oh! I too got a praise from chriscendo! Haha.
Anw today my day is quite so so.... cause i quarrelled with "Da Jie", but its fine now. Haha....
I will strive hard for my 'o' levels, i will do and learn from my homework and mistakes! I will not let my parents down, i will try to go out lesser but....
I tomorrow going to watch movie with my friend... keke... maybe i said things too fast. Oops! keke.... Oh! I too going out on sat to celerbrate Shawn's belated birthday..... Heehee...
Today is Shawn's birthday! I WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! WISHES HIM TO BE HAPPY ALWAYS! AND THAT HE WILL STRIVE FOR WHAT HE WANTS AND JUST BE HAPPY FOR A LIFETIME! Keke....
Been feeling stress as the file of seperation for my parents came last night...
I should be happy for my mother but why do i feel so sad, but i will hold my tears back, i have to be strong from now on!
Be strong!
Today is Ah gong 100th death anniversary.... I miss him very much! Ah gong....
Hope he is doing fine up there.... Will he miss us? Will he miss the food? ........... Will he miss the television shows or songs that he love? Is he happy up there? Is people up there treating him good? All these questions have been on my head once ah gong passed away....
Imisshim!!

posts

2009-07-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

Having being lazy and busy this few days, which made me has no time to update my blog. I Sorry....
Lots of things happen this few days... got tests, practical for my F&N, and things for family problems. Getting lose in patience nowadays just don know y. I think is becasue of the stress that i am having now?? I even cried alone when there are nobody around.... I don quite like who i am now... i wannna release stress so i am planning of going to somewhere no one can find me.
trying to put the things that i have made for my practical test but don know y i just can't. Anw i have changed my phone! Phone model is Nokia E71.
haiz... today i sick again.... wad day is this???
signing off!
bye!

Tiring day but enjoyed!

2009-07-01T06:38:00.000-07:00

Today is such a tiring but enjoyable day! Haha i had so much fun today both in school and outside school. Today, Andy and me started toking and laughing together with all the noises i make. The most funny thing is that during recess, i bought a bee hoon from the malay stall but it was too spicy as i cannot take even a little spicy so i was like jumping up and down because of the spiciness and rushed to the drinks stall to buy drinks but too many people and i didn't notice that andy was in front of me. As i was busy messaging with my head on the ground but i did notice the legs whom was quite familiar but without lifting my head, i was like half way messaging and looking at the legs which was about to step on my shoes.
Finally, the pair of shoes took a step back and i shouted very loudly in the canteen and found that it was andy. Than andy shouted bac with a kidding tone: Ni xu yao jiao jiang de sheng ma?! Haha it was so funny man! Than Royston was also like lauging at me, than we all laugh. Haha. This is so fun! Its been so long since i tok to andy for some reasons.... The whole day i was like keep telling people by shouting with the word 'A!' and pointing my fingers with a twist pointing down. Haha. My friend was quite irritated by me but i still found some to entertain me especially Nazri and Sal. Haha.
AFter that during the afternoon lessons, we were suppose to do our work given by the teacher but end up toking and fooling around. I was like bullying Chriscendo by snatching his wallet and he was like keep pleading me to return him with the shy face(don know y he suddenly so shy). Haha i even kept his $10 but in the end also give him back. But after the lesson we changed position that he start bullying me and twistig my hand by forcing me to say sorry but i refused he end up giving up! Keke.... I didn't continue to fight with him as i was not quite feeling well.
Than i went to IMM to buy some grocery with Karen and ju ting. Once we stepped in, i saw a kid playing alone with the projector that shine on the floor, so mischeviously i went to join the kid by helping him step and we both were like running around, so fun! The kid was so cute! But my friends stayed far away from me cause they think that i was childish and even said that young children like tat kid running around is call cute but teenagers like me is call ACT CUTE! OMG!
Anw, we went giant to buy groceries and than went home le. Haha.
I was like so tired but i did enjoyed the day, than i came home acting cute in front of my parents again. Haha!
Stop here for now... going to do my homework le if not tomorrow cannot wake up liao.
Muackz!
A! babe!

Stress!!!

2009-06-29T02:46:00.000-07:00

Today is the day that i am back to school.... haiz so saddening that holidays are over! Now i am in a situations which surrounds me with stress! All the homeworks, courseworks. Studies Studies Studies! So stressed up!
Moreover having mummy nagging and shouting once she is home.... I really couldn't take this pressure anymore! I know that mummy is also under lots of stress so i didn't say anything but i would talk back once in a while if i couldn't take her voice. I know mummy is worrying about almost everything like: Money, Work, Family misunderstands...., Etc.
But i am really so stressed up that even today i almost fainted while walking down the stairs and i actually grabbed hold of someone's hands... this is so award but lucky that guy was kindda good looking??? ^^ Keke...
I am really super stressed but i will always looked at the bright side, i will take some time out to released stress... Maybe going to lakeside to be alone for some time so that no one interrupts me? Or jogging in the middle of he night where there is also no one? Haiz... Just wan to cool myself down for some moments of quietness and peacefullness. Sick and tired of arguments!
I think i today have to burn midnight oil to finish my coursework.... My friends told me not to be so stressed as it does not look good on me too. Haha...
Anyway thats all for the time being might post another tonight if i am bored! ^^
Sayonara!

Sick but still went out..

2009-06-25T21:17:00.000-07:00

Having fever this few days.... Temperature rising up and down. Having fever still....
But still went to orchard the day before with christine, swee ling and me. Hehe. I enjoyed myself in Cine as i finally watched 'DRaG Me TO HEll'! The show is quite gross and scary but its quite nice. Before that we went to orchard central, we were playing with the lift, so cool cause taking the lift up and down was like sitting on a roller coaster, so fast. We even went to check out the toliet, so cool, everthing was like automatic but just a bit squeezy. After that we went back to cine and guess who i saw?! Ha i saw weirdo(xian qin), this is so lucky he even watched the same movie as me! Haha, we messaged each other in the theater although we were like few rows away.... haha. I was at the back while he was sitting quite near to the screen. During that day, it was allmost full house and even when i shout during the movie, i couldn't even hear my voice cause there were too many people screaming! While watching, christine keep snatching my jacket and don let me to cover so i grab swee ling haha. So GROSS man!
After the movie, we went to meet my LAO GONG(cheryl) than meet sook yee. On the way meeting them, there is a girl about the same age as me.... she DIAO me for nothing and is just because her boyfriend looked at me! I am so innocent! I complained to swee ling all the way till we met my lao gong and sook yee. We went to Far East to have our dinner but i did not order anything as i was still thinking of the movie's scenes. So Gross! Than i found that my temperature rose again and my legs were wobble but i still continue to shop with my friends. I reached home is about 12 going to 1 am. I am so tired still need to help mummy do house chores. After that i went to sleep till about 1 pm plus than i wake up but still dragging on bed cause my body got no strength at all. But i still went out around 6 plus with my friend as she say she was bored than i went JP to meet my mummy to watch 'TRANSFORMERS'. Quite a nice show haha but ended quite late, it ends at 12pm and i was having fever at that moment. But i am feeling quite alright now. SO here i am to post my Blog.
Here i go....
as i not really recover so i had to go take a rest or i couldn't go out again...
haha
Bye Bye~ MY BLOG
MUACKZ!

Blog of the day.

2009-06-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

OKAERI!
Have been busy for the past few days, having family problems plus sick. I have been pursuading my mother for not divorcing with my father, Finally, she told me to help her to write a letter to the lawyer to hold on with the seperation first and will be considering it. For now, i can put an ease to my mind! But i think i made a wrong decision for helping him to pursuade my mother!!!
On the day after i had wrote the letter to the lawyer, he came back and throw tantrums at me for nothing!! Wad the fuck!!!! I am so pissed off!!! But i listen to keith's suggestions, so here i went back to my room SLAMMING the door.
The next day i went shopping in orchard and once again disappointed for not having new phone.... haiz..... Again, i went bugis yesterday with mummy. We went to the temple to pray, mummy went there to pray asking the buddha whether if is the right choice to divorce or not. I was there praying to the buddha not to agree my mother of divorcee, but the buddha did not give mummy exact answer. After praying, we went to eat our breakfast at YOSHINOYA, than we went shopping. I bought 2 clothes, a pair of sandles, happily went back home! On the way home, in the mrt there were lots of people but mummy manage to get a seat next to a guy who is quite handsome.. >< style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">not being racist, just the smell) so i continue standing in front of mummy and the guy. After two stops, the person seat next to the guy stood up and went out, than surprisingly, the handsome guy shift his place and let me sit next to mummy so gentle!( not being hua chi) i took the seat. Not long later, i dozed off into my dreamy land than something touch me.....
It was the guy! He too Dozed off and land his head on my shoulder and my head was near his head! OMG! I woke up and the guy too woke up.... This is so akward! >< Haha! Later on, i saw a little gal fighting with a her sister so kawaii! That guy too turn to look.... haha. He alighted at jurong east.... and i continue my journey. After i went home, i suddenly feel so uncomfortable, guess what! My temperature went up and i am getting head ache! Lewis said if i take medicine he will buy sweets for me! In fact i told him i took but hehe... i didnt!(shhhh)
Till now, i am having fever and i am feeling cold but yet i am putting on mask! Haha!
JA NEH!
Putting on my mask, continue my stupid coldness and fever...... Haiz.....

Rush! Rush!

2009-06-18T07:51:00.001-07:00

Today i have been rushing for my coursework, even now i am also still rushing for it because i need to hand my coursework in TOMORROW! OMG! Makes me so nervous man, and yet i am still posting my blog... haha....
I have been rushing my work from morning about 9 plus till now, i am so exhausted as i slept at 3 yesterday. I don think i am sleeping today unless i finish it. I have to finish my coursework, i cannot let my teacher down after her big sacrifice in the stomp! I have to push myself harder to finish the work! I need to Rush Rush!!!!!
Keith was sick today... haiz.... no one to pei me chat.... i am both boring and tired. BUT! Hehe....
i will be going out tomorrow with my beloved Da Jie(Karen)! I am so excited! So i need chiong chiong chiong! If not tomorrow will very late go out de.
Ok then.....
I will stop here for now to get back to my pathetic coursework!
BYe~ Miss me...^^

JIA YOU JESSLYN TOH!

Disappointing!

2009-06-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

Today as usual, i stay at home watching tv and doing my coursework. I also mended my blog by the help of kieth, haha! He helped me to mend my blog and found my favourite song! Haha! 'Love him man!' I was so happy after making the blog as my mother called and ask if i wan to go to IMM to look at phones and to decide if i wan to purchase the phone, 'Sumsung F480'! I was so excited and i told keith about it....
But he say Nokia E71 is a bettter choice as he is using it and he is giving me a suggestions. Nokia E71's camera is only 3.5 mega pixels, my Sumsung F480 is 5 mega pixels! But one thing is that i am afraid that Sumsung F480 will lack as it is a touch screen phone. After tat i dozed off and forgotten to message back kieth! I am so sorry!
When i woke up, my mum came back and i went to prepare myself to the trip of IMM! At first i was so excited.... we went to burger king to had our dinner first, went to Daiso to buy things for the kitchen, lastly..... we went to the shop where my sweet little Sumsung F480 is waiting for me to bring 'her' home! But.... But..... Haiz..... the phone is out of stock! So Saddening.... My heart broken into pieces and was even bleeding..... I even feel like crying! Than i went to take a look at Kieth's introduced phone, it was ok la. But i think that i quite like it is just that the camera.... haiz...
My Sumsung F480!!!!!(Pink)
Out Of Stock! OMG! So Sad sad sad sad..... Super Sad! Than i told my mother that i wanted to buy Nokia E71 but mummy say that i need to reconsider again cause she scared i regret so..... here i went out of the saddening place, place where i am so damn heartbroken. I did not talk for the rest of the journey to 'grieve the death' of my little sweet phone. But this will not make me give up! i will search for it no matter where are you my phone! *Sob* *Sob*
I will not give up! Never!
My little sweety sweet phone wait for me to fetch you home if not Nokia E71 wait for me also! 'Muackz!'
Another thing is that....
A friend of mine message me to borrow her my bikini..... i don feel like but i don not know how to reject her... haiz End up she will be finding one day to my house to see if she can fit in. (Hope she cannot fit in) hehe.... :x I want to reject her because i think that borrowing her my bikini i was afraid that she will lost it or something will happen to it as it cost about 60+! Moreover.... mine is like....smaller than her.... My body size, no matter is it height or... i don think she can fit in..... and also lending her my bikini is like lending her my bra so awkard! Haiz hope that she will drop the ideaa of lending bikini from me.... *Pray!*
Haha! keith typing so slow make me want to sleep liao... *Yawnz*
Keep trying ah... Ah boy! Haha! Woohoo! Jealous lei.... ^^

Nitey nites! Sweet Dreams to me while waiting for the stupid ah boy message... i sleep le don blame me!

Boring day!

2009-06-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

Today is such a boring day man!
I have been staying at home for the WHOLE DAY! I have been doing nothing but just watch tv, eat, play games in the internet and sleep. OMG! Look how boring it is. Actually wan to do my F&N coursework de..... but after tat lazy to do so start using the com to play games. Hehe...
About 5 plus....
My mother came back and start her nagging..." Gal! you at home one whole day, don know how to help me to tidy the house is it......" haiz the nagging have been repeating it again and again everyday.
See how boring is my life!