Monday, June 29, 2009
Today is the day that i am back to school.... haiz so saddening that holidays are over! Now i am in a situations which surrounds me with stress! All the homeworks, courseworks. Studies Studies Studies! So stressed up!
Moreover having mummy nagging and shouting once she is home.... I really couldn't take this pressure anymore! I know that mummy is also under lots of stress so i didn't say anything but i would talk back once in a while if i couldn't take her voice. I know mummy is worrying about almost everything like: Money, Work, Family misunderstands...., Etc.
But i am really so stressed up that even today i almost fainted while walking down the stairs and i actually grabbed hold of someone's hands... this is so award but lucky that guy was kindda good looking??? ^^ Keke...
I am really super stressed but i will always looked at the bright side, i will take some time out to released stress... Maybe going to lakeside to be alone for some time so that no one interrupts me? Or jogging in the middle of he night where there is also no one? Haiz... Just wan to cool myself down for some moments of quietness and peacefullness. Sick and tired of arguments!
I think i today have to burn midnight oil to finish my coursework.... My friends told me not to be so stressed as it does not look good on me too. Haha...
Anyway thats all for the time being might post another tonight if i am bored! ^^
Sayonara!
Moreover having mummy nagging and shouting once she is home.... I really couldn't take this pressure anymore! I know that mummy is also under lots of stress so i didn't say anything but i would talk back once in a while if i couldn't take her voice. I know mummy is worrying about almost everything like: Money, Work, Family misunderstands...., Etc.
But i am really so stressed up that even today i almost fainted while walking down the stairs and i actually grabbed hold of someone's hands... this is so award but lucky that guy was kindda good looking??? ^^ Keke...
I am really super stressed but i will always looked at the bright side, i will take some time out to released stress... Maybe going to lakeside to be alone for some time so that no one interrupts me? Or jogging in the middle of he night where there is also no one? Haiz... Just wan to cool myself down for some moments of quietness and peacefullness. Sick and tired of arguments!
I think i today have to burn midnight oil to finish my coursework.... My friends told me not to be so stressed as it does not look good on me too. Haha...
Anyway thats all for the time being might post another tonight if i am bored! ^^
Sayonara!
Labels: peaceful is wad i want
what we could have been, 2:46 AM.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Having fever this few days.... Temperature rising up and down. Having fever still....
But still went to orchard the day before with christine, swee ling and me. Hehe. I enjoyed myself in Cine as i finally watched 'DRaG Me TO HEll'! The show is quite gross and scary but its quite nice. Before that we went to orchard central, we were playing with the lift, so cool cause taking the lift up and down was like sitting on a roller coaster, so fast. We even went to check out the toliet, so cool, everthing was like automatic but just a bit squeezy. After that we went back to cine and guess who i saw?! Ha i saw weirdo(xian qin), this is so lucky he even watched the same movie as me! Haha, we messaged each other in the theater although we were like few rows away.... haha. I was at the back while he was sitting quite near to the screen. During that day, it was allmost full house and even when i shout during the movie, i couldn't even hear my voice cause there were too many people screaming! While watching, christine keep snatching my jacket and don let me to cover so i grab swee ling haha. So GROSS man!
After the movie, we went to meet my LAO GONG(cheryl) than meet sook yee. On the way meeting them, there is a girl about the same age as me.... she DIAO me for nothing and is just because her boyfriend looked at me! I am so innocent! I complained to swee ling all the way till we met my lao gong and sook yee. We went to Far East to have our dinner but i did not order anything as i was still thinking of the movie's scenes. So Gross! Than i found that my temperature rose again and my legs were wobble but i still continue to shop with my friends. I reached home is about 12 going to 1 am. I am so tired still need to help mummy do house chores. After that i went to sleep till about 1 pm plus than i wake up but still dragging on bed cause my body got no strength at all. But i still went out around 6 plus with my friend as she say she was bored than i went JP to meet my mummy to watch 'TRANSFORMERS'. Quite a nice show haha but ended quite late, it ends at 12pm and i was having fever at that moment. But i am feeling quite alright now. SO here i am to post my Blog.
Here i go....
as i not really recover so i had to go take a rest or i couldn't go out again...
haha
Bye Bye~ MY BLOG
MUACKZ!
But still went to orchard the day before with christine, swee ling and me. Hehe. I enjoyed myself in Cine as i finally watched 'DRaG Me TO HEll'! The show is quite gross and scary but its quite nice. Before that we went to orchard central, we were playing with the lift, so cool cause taking the lift up and down was like sitting on a roller coaster, so fast. We even went to check out the toliet, so cool, everthing was like automatic but just a bit squeezy. After that we went back to cine and guess who i saw?! Ha i saw weirdo(xian qin), this is so lucky he even watched the same movie as me! Haha, we messaged each other in the theater although we were like few rows away.... haha. I was at the back while he was sitting quite near to the screen. During that day, it was allmost full house and even when i shout during the movie, i couldn't even hear my voice cause there were too many people screaming! While watching, christine keep snatching my jacket and don let me to cover so i grab swee ling haha. So GROSS man!
After the movie, we went to meet my LAO GONG(cheryl) than meet sook yee. On the way meeting them, there is a girl about the same age as me.... she DIAO me for nothing and is just because her boyfriend looked at me! I am so innocent! I complained to swee ling all the way till we met my lao gong and sook yee. We went to Far East to have our dinner but i did not order anything as i was still thinking of the movie's scenes. So Gross! Than i found that my temperature rose again and my legs were wobble but i still continue to shop with my friends. I reached home is about 12 going to 1 am. I am so tired still need to help mummy do house chores. After that i went to sleep till about 1 pm plus than i wake up but still dragging on bed cause my body got no strength at all. But i still went out around 6 plus with my friend as she say she was bored than i went JP to meet my mummy to watch 'TRANSFORMERS'. Quite a nice show haha but ended quite late, it ends at 12pm and i was having fever at that moment. But i am feeling quite alright now. SO here i am to post my Blog.
Here i go....
as i not really recover so i had to go take a rest or i couldn't go out again...
haha
Bye Bye~ MY BLOG
MUACKZ!
Labels: Crazy me
what we could have been, 9:17 PM.
Monday, June 22, 2009
OKAERI!
Have been busy for the past few days, having family problems plus sick. I have been pursuading my mother for not divorcing with my father, Finally, she told me to help her to write a letter to the lawyer to hold on with the seperation first and will be considering it. For now, i can put an ease to my mind! But i think i made a wrong decision for helping him to pursuade my mother!!!
On the day after i had wrote the letter to the lawyer, he came back and throw tantrums at me for nothing!! Wad the fuck!!!! I am so pissed off!!! But i listen to keith's suggestions, so here i went back to my room SLAMMING the door.
The next day i went shopping in orchard and once again disappointed for not having new phone.... haiz..... Again, i went bugis yesterday with mummy. We went to the temple to pray, mummy went there to pray asking the buddha whether if is the right choice to divorce or not. I was there praying to the buddha not to agree my mother of divorcee, but the buddha did not give mummy exact answer. After praying, we went to eat our breakfast at YOSHINOYA, than we went shopping. I bought 2 clothes, a pair of sandles, happily went back home! On the way home, in the mrt there were lots of people but mummy manage to get a seat next to a guy who is quite handsome.. >< style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">not being racist, just the smell) so i continue standing in front of mummy and the guy. After two stops, the person seat next to the guy stood up and went out, than surprisingly, the handsome guy shift his place and let me sit next to mummy so gentle!( not being hua chi) i took the seat. Not long later, i dozed off into my dreamy land than something touch me.....
It was the guy! He too Dozed off and land his head on my shoulder and my head was near his head! OMG! I woke up and the guy too woke up.... This is so akward! >< Haha! Later on, i saw a little gal fighting with a her sister so kawaii! That guy too turn to look.... haha. He alighted at jurong east.... and i continue my journey. After i went home, i suddenly feel so uncomfortable, guess what! My temperature went up and i am getting head ache! Lewis said if i take medicine he will buy sweets for me! In fact i told him i took but hehe... i didnt!(shhhh)
Till now, i am having fever and i am feeling cold but yet i am putting on mask! Haha!
JA NEH!
Putting on my mask, continue my stupid coldness and fever...... Haiz.....
Have been busy for the past few days, having family problems plus sick. I have been pursuading my mother for not divorcing with my father, Finally, she told me to help her to write a letter to the lawyer to hold on with the seperation first and will be considering it. For now, i can put an ease to my mind! But i think i made a wrong decision for helping him to pursuade my mother!!!
On the day after i had wrote the letter to the lawyer, he came back and throw tantrums at me for nothing!! Wad the fuck!!!! I am so pissed off!!! But i listen to keith's suggestions, so here i went back to my room SLAMMING the door.
The next day i went shopping in orchard and once again disappointed for not having new phone.... haiz..... Again, i went bugis yesterday with mummy. We went to the temple to pray, mummy went there to pray asking the buddha whether if is the right choice to divorce or not. I was there praying to the buddha not to agree my mother of divorcee, but the buddha did not give mummy exact answer. After praying, we went to eat our breakfast at YOSHINOYA, than we went shopping. I bought 2 clothes, a pair of sandles, happily went back home! On the way home, in the mrt there were lots of people but mummy manage to get a seat next to a guy who is quite handsome.. >< style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">not being racist, just the smell) so i continue standing in front of mummy and the guy. After two stops, the person seat next to the guy stood up and went out, than surprisingly, the handsome guy shift his place and let me sit next to mummy so gentle!( not being hua chi) i took the seat. Not long later, i dozed off into my dreamy land than something touch me.....
It was the guy! He too Dozed off and land his head on my shoulder and my head was near his head! OMG! I woke up and the guy too woke up.... This is so akward! >< Haha! Later on, i saw a little gal fighting with a her sister so kawaii! That guy too turn to look.... haha. He alighted at jurong east.... and i continue my journey. After i went home, i suddenly feel so uncomfortable, guess what! My temperature went up and i am getting head ache! Lewis said if i take medicine he will buy sweets for me! In fact i told him i took but hehe... i didnt!(shhhh)
Till now, i am having fever and i am feeling cold but yet i am putting on mask! Haha!
JA NEH!
Putting on my mask, continue my stupid coldness and fever...... Haiz.....
Labels: I am strong
what we could have been, 12:19 AM.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Today i have been rushing for my coursework, even now i am also still rushing for it because i need to hand my coursework in TOMORROW! OMG! Makes me so nervous man, and yet i am still posting my blog... haha....
I have been rushing my work from morning about 9 plus till now, i am so exhausted as i slept at 3 yesterday. I don think i am sleeping today unless i finish it. I have to finish my coursework, i cannot let my teacher down after her big sacrifice in the stomp! I have to push myself harder to finish the work! I need to Rush Rush!!!!!
Keith was sick today... haiz.... no one to pei me chat.... i am both boring and tired. BUT! Hehe....
i will be going out tomorrow with my beloved Da Jie(Karen)! I am so excited! So i need chiong chiong chiong! If not tomorrow will very late go out de.
Ok then.....
I will stop here for now to get back to my pathetic coursework!
BYe~ Miss me...^^
JIA YOU JESSLYN TOH!
I have been rushing my work from morning about 9 plus till now, i am so exhausted as i slept at 3 yesterday. I don think i am sleeping today unless i finish it. I have to finish my coursework, i cannot let my teacher down after her big sacrifice in the stomp! I have to push myself harder to finish the work! I need to Rush Rush!!!!!
Keith was sick today... haiz.... no one to pei me chat.... i am both boring and tired. BUT! Hehe....
i will be going out tomorrow with my beloved Da Jie(Karen)! I am so excited! So i need chiong chiong chiong! If not tomorrow will very late go out de.
Ok then.....
I will stop here for now to get back to my pathetic coursework!
BYe~ Miss me...^^
JIA YOU JESSLYN TOH!
Labels: Jia you
what we could have been, 7:51 AM.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Today as usual, i stay at home watching tv and doing my coursework. I also mended my blog by the help of kieth, haha! He helped me to mend my blog and found my favourite song! Haha! 'Love him man!' I was so happy after making the blog as my mother called and ask if i wan to go to IMM to look at phones and to decide if i wan to purchase the phone, 'Sumsung F480'! I was so excited and i told keith about it....
But he say Nokia E71 is a bettter choice as he is using it and he is giving me a suggestions. Nokia E71's camera is only 3.5 mega pixels, my Sumsung F480 is 5 mega pixels! But one thing is that i am afraid that Sumsung F480 will lack as it is a touch screen phone. After tat i dozed off and forgotten to message back kieth! I am so sorry!
When i woke up, my mum came back and i went to prepare myself to the trip of IMM! At first i was so excited.... we went to burger king to had our dinner first, went to Daiso to buy things for the kitchen, lastly..... we went to the shop where my sweet little Sumsung F480 is waiting for me to bring 'her' home! But.... But..... Haiz..... the phone is out of stock! So Saddening.... My heart broken into pieces and was even bleeding..... I even feel like crying! Than i went to take a look at Kieth's introduced phone, it was ok la. But i think that i quite like it is just that the camera.... haiz...
My Sumsung F480!!!!!(Pink)
Out Of Stock! OMG! So Sad sad sad sad..... Super Sad! Than i told my mother that i wanted to buy Nokia E71 but mummy say that i need to reconsider again cause she scared i regret so..... here i went out of the saddening place, place where i am so damn heartbroken. I did not talk for the rest of the journey to 'grieve the death' of my little sweet phone. But this will not make me give up! i will search for it no matter where are you my phone! *Sob* *Sob*
I will not give up! Never!
My little sweety sweet phone wait for me to fetch you home if not Nokia E71 wait for me also! 'Muackz!'
Another thing is that....
A friend of mine message me to borrow her my bikini..... i don feel like but i don not know how to reject her... haiz End up she will be finding one day to my house to see if she can fit in. (Hope she cannot fit in) hehe.... :x I want to reject her because i think that borrowing her my bikini i was afraid that she will lost it or something will happen to it as it cost about 60+! Moreover.... mine is like....smaller than her.... My body size, no matter is it height or... i don think she can fit in..... and also lending her my bikini is like lending her my bra so awkard! Haiz hope that she will drop the ideaa of lending bikini from me.... *Pray!*
Haha! keith typing so slow make me want to sleep liao... *Yawnz*
Keep trying ah... Ah boy! Haha! Woohoo! Jealous lei.... ^^
Nitey nites! Sweet Dreams to me while waiting for the stupid ah boy message... i sleep le don blame me!
But he say Nokia E71 is a bettter choice as he is using it and he is giving me a suggestions. Nokia E71's camera is only 3.5 mega pixels, my Sumsung F480 is 5 mega pixels! But one thing is that i am afraid that Sumsung F480 will lack as it is a touch screen phone. After tat i dozed off and forgotten to message back kieth! I am so sorry!
When i woke up, my mum came back and i went to prepare myself to the trip of IMM! At first i was so excited.... we went to burger king to had our dinner first, went to Daiso to buy things for the kitchen, lastly..... we went to the shop where my sweet little Sumsung F480 is waiting for me to bring 'her' home! But.... But..... Haiz..... the phone is out of stock! So Saddening.... My heart broken into pieces and was even bleeding..... I even feel like crying! Than i went to take a look at Kieth's introduced phone, it was ok la. But i think that i quite like it is just that the camera.... haiz...
My Sumsung F480!!!!!(Pink)
Out Of Stock! OMG! So Sad sad sad sad..... Super Sad! Than i told my mother that i wanted to buy Nokia E71 but mummy say that i need to reconsider again cause she scared i regret so..... here i went out of the saddening place, place where i am so damn heartbroken. I did not talk for the rest of the journey to 'grieve the death' of my little sweet phone. But this will not make me give up! i will search for it no matter where are you my phone! *Sob* *Sob*
I will not give up! Never!
My little sweety sweet phone wait for me to fetch you home if not Nokia E71 wait for me also! 'Muackz!'
Another thing is that....
A friend of mine message me to borrow her my bikini..... i don feel like but i don not know how to reject her... haiz End up she will be finding one day to my house to see if she can fit in. (Hope she cannot fit in) hehe.... :x I want to reject her because i think that borrowing her my bikini i was afraid that she will lost it or something will happen to it as it cost about 60+! Moreover.... mine is like....smaller than her.... My body size, no matter is it height or... i don think she can fit in..... and also lending her my bikini is like lending her my bra so awkard! Haiz hope that she will drop the ideaa of lending bikini from me.... *Pray!*
Haha! keith typing so slow make me want to sleep liao... *Yawnz*
Keep trying ah... Ah boy! Haha! Woohoo! Jealous lei.... ^^
Nitey nites! Sweet Dreams to me while waiting for the stupid ah boy message... i sleep le don blame me!
Labels: Happy go lucky
what we could have been, 9:18 AM.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Today is such a boring day man!
I have been staying at home for the WHOLE DAY! I have been doing nothing but just watch tv, eat, play games in the internet and sleep. OMG! Look how boring it is. Actually wan to do my F&N coursework de..... but after tat lazy to do so start using the com to play games. Hehe...
About 5 plus....
My mother came back and start her nagging..." Gal! you at home one whole day, don know how to help me to tidy the house is it......" haiz the nagging have been repeating it again and again everyday.
See how boring is my life!
I have been staying at home for the WHOLE DAY! I have been doing nothing but just watch tv, eat, play games in the internet and sleep. OMG! Look how boring it is. Actually wan to do my F&N coursework de..... but after tat lazy to do so start using the com to play games. Hehe...
About 5 plus....
My mother came back and start her nagging..." Gal! you at home one whole day, don know how to help me to tidy the house is it......" haiz the nagging have been repeating it again and again everyday.
See how boring is my life!
Labels: I should not have lived such a boring day
what we could have been, 6:50 AM.
